Terror

I woke up with such terrible fear this morning.

I was dreaming that I was in line ready to go to class with Josh V.

We filed in and we were the last ones to take our seats. I couldn't sense where I needed to be, and was annoyed with myself for not being able to find a good seat, nor know where I belong. We finally found spots with no chairs.

They handed us tiny little kindergarten chairs.

As I took my seat in that tiny chair, I realized that I am supposed to be the teacher, not the student.

Everything all mixed up with fear.... where am I supposed to be?